Dear givenall,
Please do not give up hope. It is said that the times when you feel like isolating yourself is the best time to seek out the help of friends, neighbors...your church.. this forum is a start..I will lend you a listening ear any time here and I tell you to stay strong because though all may seem to be falling apart now, but this hard times too will pass and very soon one day you will laugh again amidst the embrace of your family. I am going through a tough time now, but I have learned that the tough times will not break me, I will pass through this valley of suffering and live to help other's go theough their's.